Story is a map

It’s 2:00 AM November 9, 2024 and I wake with moon slanting through window blinds. I’ve been dreaming in a montage of campaign videos of Kamala interacting with the American people—hugging, listening, standing at the lectern. Surely, I am looking at the next President of the United States. It takes several seconds for my mind to catch up to post-election reality. A wave of grief washes through me. I ease out of bed to the far corner of the house where I curl into weeping that doesn’t wake my beloved.

At 6:30 AM I rise again and write in my journal, listen to my prayer chimes. I scroll through the NY Times and read historian Heather Cox Richardson and attorney Robert Hubbell. They do not lighten my mood. Ann puts arms around me, “Not to pressure you, but at 9:00 AM, a bunch of people will be looking to you for guidance and wisdom.”

By 8:45, I am dressed, hair fluffed, composed and ready to Zoom with nearly 40 people who have read my novel, The Beekeeper’s Question, so we can talk about the full arc of the story without spoiling the plot. People check into the chat from across the US and Canada. Ann is the guardian of space—on Zoom and in the heart of conversation.

American troops march through Belfast 1942.

We talk about the book because hindsight offers perspective, and we need that now. Story is a map, and the map that gets one person through helps to get the next person through. Stories of WWII have given us maps of valor, courage, protecting the persecuted. We know how to rise to our best selves in our situation because we have learned from stories of how they rose in their situations. Hundreds of movies, documentaries, memoirs, novels have informed us about fascism and authoritarianism and war in ways people in the 1930s and 1940s were not informed. This education allows us to think differently about what is happening now, and to react more effectively. Resistance is rallying, even in our shock.

Even in an era as horrific as the 1940s, stories model human choices in the arc of history. We learn as we read. We contemplate these “victories of the human spirit.” And now, and for the years coming, you and I are challenged to pluck courage from these pages and apply them in our own lives. We shall need to embrace discomfort, take risks, be bold, brave, extending, careful, compassionate, fierce… take your pick.

I wrote The Beekeeper’s Question during Trump’s first administration and the pandemic. The folks of Pigeon River gave me a place to stand and practice being an elder in unsettled times. Readers can see the influence of current reality in the dialogues of the fictional Doc and Leo and Gramma Josie.  War is upon them, near and far. The consequences of history swirl like a dust bowl.  Young men are in peril, young women in fear and determination. The community struggles to stay strong. I imagined their strength into being. Now I imagine my own strength into action. That’s why we read books like this: they inspire real action in the real world.

At the end of the call someone asked, “Can we all go to Pigeon River?” No. It’s a fictional town. But we can take the best from that place, those characters, and become Pigeon River. We can tend our sense of community, find our inner wisdom, take care of each other. The only place our current rifts can heal is in our own towns, neighborhoods, communities and families. Big work in small places. That’s what Pigeon River models: people doing their best, muddling through, being bold, being forgiving, acknowledging that life is hard and sorrowful and beautiful.

10:00 AM So this is how it goes for now: we fall apart, we rise. We parse what we read and watch. We put arms around each other. We gather and say what is real. We listen and find paths forward. We take care of each other. We read.

 

Next Zoom call for people who have completed reading (so we can talk about the plot and relevance to America today without ruining anyone’s read) is JANUARY 11, 2025 @ 9:00 AM Pacific/12:00 noon Eastern.

And to say—my intention with this blog is to keep writing into the ear of now… it will not become only focused on the book, though these weeks of “newly published” are a significant moment and I appreciate your support and/or tolerance.

What the book needs now: if you are willing.

Thank you for every purchase. Thank you for every review. You can insert the same review in Amazon (both formats), Bookshop, Good Reads.

The book is listed in Ingram, so local bookstores can order it. Please ask them to stock a few copies as you will be referring friends to the title.

The book has a Kirkus Review, so libraries will now order it.  Put in a request.

Please consider giving the book for holidays this year. I will personally inscribe decorative bookplates you can paste in any gift books you want author/graphed. Email your list to christina@christinabaldwin.com. I promise 24-hour turnaround.

Please nominate The Beekeeper’s Question for your book club. I am already booking Zoom sessions with clubs and am available throughout the year—in person when I can.

On-line: Reader’s Circle will be listing the book for 3 months on the home-page. Recommend it please.

Online: talk it up on whatever social media you engage in. You can pull the visuals from https://christinabaldwin.com/books/beekeepers-question/.

I am on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/christinabaldwinbeekeepersquestion/

I will soon be starting an Instagram campaign. Watch for it.

I am negotiating an audio version available early next year.

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It is 9:00 PM two weeks later.

Democracy is not over, it is rebooting. We are rebooting.

We will find the road forward. We will walk it together.

We will keep honey in our hearts.

 

 

32 replies
  1. Linda J Porter
    Linda J Porter says:

    Aww, thank you, Christina, and Ann, too. You two guide my worn but hopeful soul as I awaken to the action that is required of me now and into our futures together. As you know, I shared a wild dream I had, which I finally figured out was about helpless loss and agonizing grief–and perhaps also about a little about a growing seed of hope. When I saw your blog come through in the midst of my writing, I said, “Oh, goodie.” From you and others, I gain strength.

    • Christina Baldwin
      Christina Baldwin says:

      From you, also, I and others gain strength. Helpless loss, agonizing grief– you/we are asked to metabolize a lot of that these days. Bits at a time. Best words above “in the midst of my writing…” a few words whenever you can. Write on.

  2. Tina Lear
    Tina Lear says:

    I’m only beginning the book now, but look forward to having finished it by January 11th. Thank you, Christina, for writing it and for offering these wonderful zoom meetings to discuss it. What a great idea! I’m currently looking into starting a book club of my own. Can’t wait to choose yours as our first book to dive into. Blessings.

    • Christina Baldwin
      Christina Baldwin says:

      So, when we are awake… what shall we think upon? I know my sleep is disrupted by the vibe of all going on, but I will not give it conscious thought at an hour when I cannot do anything about it. So I cast about for something positive to ruminate upon–Nature’s beauty, some exchange of kindness I have experienced or could plan.If that fails, I keep a small stack of books by the sofa and crawl out to read for an hour. Maybe we start the 1-3:00 am book club???? Take care, my dear.

  3. Diana Smith
    Diana Smith says:

    I sense a deeper well of connecting and relating with ‘elders’ across space and time emerging for this time, for the future…grounded in our lives of commitment and conviction to enable shared leadership.

  4. B Campbell
    B Campbell says:

    I received my copy of your book soon after it became available on Amazon and began reading it and fell in love…then the election frenzy overwhelmed me. All my energy went into champagning for Kamala Harris…and now, depleted and recovering, I have yet to open a book, write in a journal, read a summary, I sigh frequently, avoid reviews, t.v., etc. I sincerely desire to “roll up my sleeves” and get going, yet, with my 80th birthday looming, I am searching for the energy. I seem to see it in my great grandchildren and think, for their sake… thank you Christina for your perseverance and encouragement.

    • Christina Baldwin
      Christina Baldwin says:

      Take care of yourself. Take care of the children. Read picture books to the littles. Look very closely at Nature and her perseverance. Take your time. You are 80–there are younger ones who can jump into activism or engagement. You have earned a seat by the fire to regroup, get grounded again. Be well.

    • Christina Baldwin
      Christina Baldwin says:

      Carry on you vibrant young mom and working woman–a tiny bit (not too heavy on your shoulders) of the hope for America is in you.

  5. Gretchen Staebler
    Gretchen Staebler says:

    Always, thank you for your wisdom and your words. Last night, when once again I wasn’t sleeping and my monkey mind was going full tilt, I listened in the dark to your interview on Vital Presence. It didn’t put me to sleep, but it (almost) shut the monkey down.

    • Christina Baldwin
      Christina Baldwin says:

      Well my friend, I will take that as a compliment. Now I wonder if I can calm myself down?!
      The Story Resources page on my website is full of interviews–And on the book page is my podcast with Sally Fox about the book. Sally did a good job not giving away the plot but inquiring about the characters. And when I need visual rest I go to your blog and hike the high country with you from my armchair. You and Bonnie Rae.

  6. Marjeta Novak
    Marjeta Novak says:

    Gathering and interweaving our personal stories with the story of a book that touched our hearts (and the larger story in which we all live today) is so nourishing. Thank you for creating these opportunities.
    I planned to join the November call (having read the book by then) – but then, post-election, I needed to go to the woods & mountains for the weekend, to walk for the whole day and recenter.
    See you in January. The story continues …

    • Christina Baldwin
      Christina Baldwin says:

      We shall need to go to those places that allow us to recenter, Marjeta. I am remembering that not too long ago your home country elected a “dark prince,” and that he and his policies did not prevail. May America come through this time and wake to a better way… love to you.

  7. Anne Stine
    Anne Stine says:

    of course I want to join the discussion. And I meet wonderful people responding to your blog, dear Christina. Well I”m in love with this book, have ordered copies for our library, have two book clubs wanting to use it; have already loaned a copy to a friend who is in bed and loves to read; will give at least one copy over the holidays and generally talk it up everywhere. It’s guidelines for these times, and as we live these in our lives, eventually all this harm will transform into our collective shared values for the respect and preservation of life on this living earth. As the Dalai Lama says, just keep going, no matter what. Thanks dear C., for such kind and brilliant guidance. love… Anne

  8. Edna c groves
    Edna c groves says:

    Long/harbored greetings from me! I am reading the book now and want to be on the zoom January 11. You and Ann remain in my heart, you never left, though my body has moved around quite a bit!

  9. Rose Hood
    Rose Hood says:

    Thank you, Christina, for your ongoing wisdom & encouragement. Hope to be very present on January 11, 2025!

  10. Meredith Jordan
    Meredith Jordan says:

    I’ve asked for your book as a Christmas gift because I only get the message via Amazon that it’s not currently available. That said, I look forward to reading your words and following your story at a time when reassurance and inspiration are like vitamins for my aching soul. I thought I was just beginning to adjust to this new reality when, in the middle of meditation the other day, I noticed tears streaming down my face. Still, I am on my feet and taking steps every day to preserve what we hold so dear. Love to you both, and thank you for sharing this epoch on earth with me!

    • Christina Baldwin
      Christina Baldwin says:

      This distresses me–it is a print on demand and totally available according to my searches in Amazon, Bookshop, Good Reads, and local bookstores can order it. And oh Meredith… I understand the tears on your cheeks. Yes so good to be in this epoch together for as long as we can.

  11. Jeanne Guy
    Jeanne Guy says:

    I have been shouting your name and your novel from the rooftops (as you know) and will continue doing so. This morning in Circle, I discovered many attendees hold you in high regard and are already reading your book. “The Beekeeper’s Question” has been bumped ahead of my memoir (oh, the shame of it) in my political friend’s bookclub, and your earth-shattering novel will be a favored holiday gift for family and friends this year. Writing this story was a monumental undertaking on your part and will undoubtedly have a monumental impact on our world. We can learn from the bees. I remain forever grateful for your love, mentoring, and “welcome to the island” grilled cheese sandwiches.

    • Christina Baldwin
      Christina Baldwin says:

      Thank you Jeanne!! In Storycatcher, I wrote “Story has a life of its own. Story has a will to survive (and thrive) beyond the hands of the story’s teller.” I am trusting that energy, and that you and others who are handing this story into the world create a tribe of readers who benefit and grow in our capacities to get through the now because we learn from then. love and honey.

  12. Jeanne Petrick
    Jeanne Petrick says:

    Dear Christina, Thank you for this read today!
    I heard in it the need for balance – of taking care of self but not by stuffing ones grief. At the same time being a part of the push back. that just might need action not just thought, informed by looking back at all of the courageous who came before us to give us strength, so as not to end up in a puddle of disbelief. Your book.

    I often find myself reading and rereading Amanda Gorman’s words:
    “For there is always light,
    If only we are brave enough to see it,
    If only we are brave enough to be it.”

    In those words I find so much comfort and hope as well as a call to action, however that looks individually.
    As well as spending time at the lake to be reminded of the support we have in nature.
    Someday, however, I do hope to stop waking up in the middle of the night with my stomach in knots.
    Excited that your book may be in audio as well!! And, we will be definitely be ready for discussion in January!
    Thanks for your honest words and help through those words. xxx

    • Christina Baldwin
      Christina Baldwin says:

      Thank you for bringing Amanda Gorman to this space. We are all finding ways to hold moments of comfort and resilience. They got through WWII, we will get through whatever this is…

  13. Bonnie Rae
    Bonnie Rae says:

    My apologies for being such a slow reader. My concentration feels in need of resuscitation daily and I hope to join your zoom call of readers in January. Since the 6th I feel like I’ve been living in a parallel universe. I’m limiting online engagement here and tightening my circle of safety. Aside from that I write. I read. I walk. I take photos. I’m trying to remind myself of all the joy out there if I only pay attention. Maybe we have to dig a little deeper, stretch a little further to gather in that joy now, but let it be a loving and inexhaustible endeavor as we move forward. Thank you for your wisdom and your presence. Art truly does heal.

    • Christina Baldwin
      Christina Baldwin says:

      Looking through your lens into the world is part of what keeps me going, Bonnie Rae. So it is mutual support, and remember sometimes a picture is worth a thousand words. 🙂

    • Christina Baldwin
      Christina Baldwin says:

      Thank you Kathy… we are all carrying on. And I bow with thanks to the work you bring into the world.

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